October 2009
I sunk back into what i was afraid of.
being tired all the time
Having your body feel weak
Thinking too much
Having nothing to say
Having nothing to want to do
Looking a mess
Dulling down
Dumbing down
Idk what to call it
But it sucks like writers block.
With so much to say
But it just won’t come out
“i don’t want alot for christmas
there is just one thing i need
i...”
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GOSSIP GIRL NOVEMBER 9th
according to WHATTHEBUCKSHOW theres going to be a threesome!
why do the attentiondesperate girls hate drama,
and involve themselves in things completely unrelated to them?
do you know how scary it is to know how easily you could make my day?
how you only need to smile?
how all you would need to say was a ‘hello’ or a ‘hey’?
how you just look at me?
and i know everythings going to be okay?
Listen
differences between me and her
she loves everything
i used to
shes loud
i’m not (most of the time)
she’s energetic
i can barely keep my eyes open
she sparkles
i dull
she’s sunshine and rainbows
i’m just not
another day in the invisible life of me =)
i think i’m quiet…..or i am now…
……..
“o lord when is it my turn to be a star?”
the world is a crazy crazy place man, crazy crazy place.
there must be.
there must be something about me
that i don’t notice
that really pisses other people off
everyone has their flaws
but some people have
MAJOR PERSONALITY ISSUES.
i wonder if i have an MPI…
hmmmmmmm………
“theres a dark cloud hovering hovering hovering YOU ALWAYS SAID THAT WE’D...”
please don’t make me fall for you.
“You’re fucking adorable.
but i got used too you too fast.
i forgot to do a reality check.
because what i forgot was
that there’s many more people
than just me,
i don’t know who to be
to get you to want me
can’t sleep without knowing
your next to me staring into the darkness”
so i’ll just be myself
