i’m always the one that loses.. i need my grades to be good so so badly. i want to improve my badminton so so badly. i want to upgrade my way of doing things so badly. i need to stop procrastinating so bad. how come i’m not as sunny as other people. i wish i could be bright all the time instead of full of lies and secrets and ugly thoughts swirling around my lazy brain… ...
It completely sucks being the ugly friend.
monsterr: peeves: -angel: nueve-:(via lechuga)
im feeling dramatic. i apologize.
..when are things finally going to be okay? when am i finally going to have a day that didn’t have something happen that majorly affects me…when i think, i think about so many things i couldve said, picked at, or used to defend myself… i am feeling really selfish being pissed off all the time is really fucking annoying.why do you keep dangling shit in my face and everytime i get...
ok guess what no one cares, you are fake and fuck you hypocrite.
stop being the bitch i know youre not.
seriously, i’m getting so fed up with you that sometimes when you say stuff to piss me off, i imagine hitting you. HITTING YOU. you have good intentions. yet you are so judgemental and you need to stop. everyone judges but you lighten it up a bit. by maybe not critisizing almost everybody that is a little different that comes your way. they did nothing, did not say, nor look at you. so shut...
stop being lazy.
Connie Cheng, stop being lazy dude. i am your consious and i know you can do better. and after this you might want to go see how to spell concious
why do they not talk to you…. after like nothing that even happened, they don’t talk to you, i don’t get it. im pretty sure they see you though. so i DONT get it. what happened?
i hate you. why do you have to be so awkward? be a fucking man. no big deal…
without music i feel like people would have no pizzazz. because music sure as hell cheers me up, or makes me sad. most of all inspires me. what sucks is the more you listen to one song that puts you in that mood you’re looking for the more jaded you get to its effect.
you know what's embarrassing?
getting out of cars. whether it’s low jeans, a cramped car, impatient parents, i always feel really sweaty after i get out of cars.
linduhh: i guess you don’t understand that burning storm bubbling inside me whenever i see you. you dont understand how happy we are when youre not at home. you dont understand how whenever youre near we shut up. you dont understand how i dont talk to you anymore because i know the negative things youre going to say. you dont understand how every person living under this roof longs to be away...
don't be like that because,
i don’t want a boy, i want a MAN.
when people have SHIT grammar. they have a picture and the caption is like: “insertnamehere and I” “absldfbsdf and I” “blahblahblah and I” ITS ME! IDIOTS! ITS ME!
how come you can nnnever hold on to our plans, but you can with someone else? =\
i CRAVE you.
damnit all you tell me to do is “do useful stuff” you never even mention anything spcific. i don’t even have any useful stuff to do. it’s spring break. it’s not just nagging. its hypoCRITICAL nagging. and not even nagging to do something specific. you never even tell me to do something. and then when i don’t do it. you nag about how you tell me to do it all...
why do you never listen to anybody else? you don’t even support me and don’t even try to understand all you do all day is nag about all the bad qualities i have, no talent, no brains, and ugly, and lazy. okay now shut the fuck up if you were smart enough you’d listen to other people instead of thinking you’re right all the time. you don’t understand everything so...
todo, do, do
to do: 1) i am currently lacking a pencil and paper in my english notebook. it drives me insane to just “slip” by. get a pencil and a new notebook. 2) get my chem and history notebook and fill in all the notes i have not been taking for the past…oh i don’t know…3-4 months? 3) tear down those damn bratz posters. 4) try as hard as i can to make my room hotel-esq...