Bacon and Grilled Corn: Archive

i have no idea what’s going on in math class, i have a quiz tomorrow, not to mention a karaoke performance worth 15% of my grade?! IN JAPANESE?! which reminds me that i have to bring a fake flower and i don’t even know how to make a toga, let alone have a pillow sheet i can cut into one… a history project, and if i have bad luck, a 45 minute presentation in English on THURSDAY....

May 26th

fuck, man

there’s things poking me from everywhere. so many things to be done. i CANNOT. HANDLE. IT. I CAN’T. I CAN’T. the other day my family and i were at this restaurant. and my dad saw some kid and he was like oh yeah blahblahblah i go to berkeley blahblah. my dad to me: so your going to go to berkeley right? …. yeah fucking right, i’ll never make it there, 2nd i...

May 26th

im so scared right now sososossosoosososo scared

vixxcen: im praying and crossing my fingers. please God PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEE.

May 25th

Kiwi.

my friend showed me a video called Kiwi, if you haven’t seen it, go on youtube and search it up. it’s a cartoon. so incredibly sad. i went to go search up the explanation and the creator said this, “no matter how absurd and seemingly out of reach your dreams are, what’s stopping you from achieving them?” bah. comeon connie, let’s go. help yourself make...

May 25th

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please god,

i’m begging for one chance, for everything to work out the way i want it. for once, to get what i want well, to finally be able to be consistently happy, and know that the future will come, but it’s all good because theres the time now where i KNOW nothing will ruin it. come on, please? i just want this one. i don’t think i’ve ever asked for something like this. in...

May 21st

i’m your biggest fan i’ll follow you until you love me. baby there’s no other superstar… baby you’ll be famous chase you down until you love me.

May 19th

i’m generally a confused person.

May 18th

oh forgot one more thing! you are influenced too easily and too much by others. and i still stand by what i’ve ever said that pissed you off. i guess maybe i should be more “chill” with whatever, but there is still truth in what i said. + use your own judgement, not anyone elses. if you used to be able to tell that it was a FRONT, and now you cannot, you have issues.

May 18th

i'm constantly misjudged

hey, it’s kind of funny how, i’m pretty sure we had the realest conversations, yet when only like ONE OR TWO people are pissed because i stood up for myself say that i’m a bitch, you suddenly think that way. i KNOW i have been a bitch to you before, but you should know well by NOW, i’m not always like that. also, if i bitched at you, i probably had a reason. you...

May 18th

don’t get your hopes up. don’t get your hopes up. don’t get your hopes up. don’t get your hopes up. cus baby if you did, that’d suck.

May 16th

for once.

things haven’t been great lately. right now i have two wishes, 1) that there’s no chaos and everything will be okay. 2) i get what i wanted in the beginning. for ONCE. no settling.

May 13th

so pissed off by his damn ignorance.

I am in Chinese class….generally, in class, you cannot pick up phones whenever the hell you want. J: calls…. Me: ignores call. *obviously, since i am in class. J: texts: damn bitch, just asking about history I, text back y r u so stupid i’m in chinese school. J: sure I: obviously, the above statement is very fucking irritating we text back in forth in my fucking anger. hes...

May 10th

been pretty angry lately. don’t pretend it’s not partially your fault. don’t pretend that it’s some big deal and ask how i “got this way”. i’m just pissed. sue me.

May 9th

facebook, you trippy whore.

May 8th

you have a syndrome.

it is called, can’t-stop-talking-about-myself syndrome.

May 7th

today, is cinco de mayo.

screammforme: nah, nobody gives a shit about that. its my fucking 16th birfday. hell yessssss! happy 16th elaine!

May 5th

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the thing about idioms is that they can be applied in so many different ways to different people.

May 5th

i am not mean. i am not evil. i’m really helpful to my friends..i try to give advice that actually helps…and i have so much to do right not besides the drama my friends are going through.. throw me a landline..

May 5th